Friday, April 30, 2010

Who says I can't use a skillet?


"Once upon a time, there was a quiet little village in the French countryside, whose people believed in Tranquilité - Tranquility. If you lived in this village, you understood what was expected of you. You knew your place in the scheme of things. And if you happened to forget, someone would help remind you. In this village, if you saw something you weren't supposed to see, you learned to look the other way. If perchance your hopes had been disappointed, you learned never to ask for more. So through good times and bad, famine and feast, the villagers held fast to their traditions. Until, one winter day, a sly wind blew in from the North..."
If your life were a movie, which one would you pick? Think carefully. On a brilliantly rainy day, a cup of coffee, some chocolate, I am enjoying the movie Chocolat. I remember again what life is about. love.
With this question in mind, I believe I would pick Chocolat. I would be Vianne, the main character. It is a story that gets me excited every time I watch it. A woman and her daughter open a chocolate shop in a small French village that shakes up the rigid morality of the community. Her love for others penetrates the strong shield of religion and morality to the core. Love is the most powerful force known to man. It has the power to change lives; without it we see people (animals, and even our earth) deteriorate, but with it the world can change. "I do not know what the theme of my homily today ought to be. Do I want to talk about the miracle of our Lord's divine transformation? Not really, no. I don't want to talk about His divinity. I'd rather talk about His humanity. I mean, you know, how He lived His life here on earth. His kindness, His tolerance...Listen, here's what I think. I think we can't go 'round measuring our goodness by what we don't do, what we deny ourselves, what we resist, and who we exclude. I think we've got to measure goodness by what we embrace, what we create, and who we include."

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

life these days



You know it's funny, this thing called life. Do we ever truly appreciate it or live it up to the fullest? I caught a glimpse of really enjoying it when I was in New Zealand.
I work at a coffee shop in town. I serve coffee to people. To quote Rachel from Friends, "everyone I know is either getting married or pregnant or promoted and I'm getting coffee and it's not even for me!"
That is life, but you gotta make it interesting. Throw in a boss that rubs you wrong, a good group of married friends and a few single ones, then a few games of soccer with a team that cusses like sailors, ridiculous customers, my parents...mix well you get my life. I am realizing the older you get the less you really know.
One thing I do know is that I want to live a simple life. It was hard to live out of a backpack for two months, but the feeling you get knowing that you have everything you need on your back is really freeing. I can't wait until I head off to Europe, to meet new different people from another culture, to see things I have only seen in movies or pictures, and to again appreciate the simplicity and fragility of life. I'm in. Let's live it up!

Monday, April 19, 2010

the hardest part...

the hardest part by coldplay

And the hardest part
Was letting go not taking part
Was the hardest part
And the strangest thing
Was waiting for that bell to ring
It was the strangest start

I could feel it go down
Bittersweet I could taste in my mouth
Silver lining in the clouds
Oh and I
I wish that I could work it out

And the hardest part
Was letting go not taking part
You really broke my heart
And I tried to sing
But I couldn't think of anything
And that was the hardest part

I could feel it go down
You left the sweetest taste in my mouth
You're a silver lining the clouds
Oh, and I
Oh, and I
I wonder what it's all about [x2]

Everything I know is wrong
Everything I do it just comes undone
And everything is torn apart
Oh and thats the hardest part
That's the hardest part
Yeah, thats the hardest part

the song speaks for me on this one...